Fuck this

If I had the courage, I would take a knife and slit my fucking throat right now.  I am so fucking sick and tired of this life that I want to fucking scream until I lose consciousness and die.  I don’t want to explain my reasons for wanting people to just do what the fuck they are supposed to do any more.  A thousand times I have to explain the same motherfucking thing to people, and somehow they still don’t understand.   They refuse to open their fucking ears and just listen to what’s being said.  Instead, they put up a fucking wall, plug their ears like a child, and refuse to listen to reason.  I refuse to engage in another petty fucking argument with another uninformed, single-minded, immature asshole.  My head is going to blow apart into little pieces.  I WISH my head would blow apart into little pieces, because then I wouldn’t have to listen to this fucking whining from other people.  It’s all about them.  They WANT.  They NEED.  Well, you know what, asshole?  Me too.  I want and I need.  And my wants and needs have nothing to do with your fucking pathetic complaining.  I am tired of being the only one who keeps everything together by doing the work of everyone else around me.  It’s not fair, and it fucking sucks.