Sometimes I want all the m&ms to be the right color and for the lights not to flicker and to have no fear and to watch the audience perform for me.
Just for a day. Just for a little while. To see from a different perspective. To get out of my own brain. To get fired up about something that enacts change or benefits me on an elevated plane.
I don't know who and what I'm loyal to anymore. I have like four things in my head right now. And at least one of them is compromised, at any given time. I forgot how to be loyal to myself.
It's raining. All weekend. Two nights ago, half of my vision was clear starry skies, then a line, then lightning like I haven't seen here in years.
That meteorological line is my life right now.
Look right. Consider left.
Be humble. Sit down.
Or be brave. And stand up.
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