Sunday, September 15, 2019

Thoughts About Thoughts

Margaret Atwood The Testaments so far incredibly good.  I was afraid it was going to be disappointing, and then Margaret starting talking, and I shut and sat down and listened.  Can't wait to see where this story goes. 

Also, teaching high school ought to be hazard-pay and social-services pay.  I think I make more of an impact as a "social worker" than I do imparting "English" on students in an "English" class.  (Most high school seniors do not care.)

Next, personal relationships are nebulous, which is a new concept to me.  I always understood interaction in terms of my friends (like, in high school), but I never understood how accurately that reflects and defines the hazy, vague, and/or ill-fined "dating" relationships I have always found myself in.  I seem to want to define things in a certain way, and then I end up fucking things up, or being disappointed. 

In addition, (yes, I am purposefully using terrible transitions, because those are what I see when I read high school writing), gardening is mis-labeled.  It should simply be called "manual labor."  Especially when it's 90 degrees outside.  I painted my shed yesterday, and was in a Joba Chamberlain-style cloud of gnats, which made me want to die.  (Don't know Joba?  - google"Joba Chamberlain pitcher gnats" and watch a Zen master).

Also, why do I have so many plants??

Additionally, I am watching my neighbor's cats, which is fine, but god-damn does having a pet impede a person's ability to do what they want, when they want, without finding a babysitter.  So many specific steps to follow, just to appease animals.  And I'm 99% certain I'm being recorded in that house, so ... yeah.

P.S. That's it.  Just checking in.

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