(To the sound of N Sync ... "Here we go...")
This coronavirus, am I right? What the hell is going on in society right now? I'm not even scared, I'm just sort of astounded. People are weird, and when they are encouraged toward paranoia and hoarding, they're like, "yeah!!". (Just watch Idiocracy.)
I'm off work for Spring Break, but that timing was sort of convenient, in terms of what's going on virally in the world . Tik Tok is all the rage - it probably brought the virus :)
I don't even know what to think about any of this shit, so I'm just trying to stay home and clean my soul, if I have the time. I'm ready to totally disconnect from people (as much of possible) in order to get my own shit together, mentally, emotionally, and physically. I am going to try to take this unexpected time off and be a better version of me. No pressure to go to a second location. Lots of pressure (and time) to simply look in the mirror. Much time to reflect about how all the various moments in any given of my days are spent.
I think I've been throwing away too many of my personal moments for too long. I fixate on exterior things, and forget that if I am not functional, I cannot function. (Seems super-obvious, but is nevertheless quite important.) . I'm not trying to say this whole virus shit is a good thing, but it might be exactly the thing that makes me pay more attention to my life and how I'm living it.
My life is weird in all aspects right now: politically, socially, financially, emotionally, physically, and topically. As Hunter S. Thompson said, "when the going gets weird, the weird go pro".
I'm going pro.
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