Wednesday, June 26, 2019

Lawyers, and Other Parasites

Amongst the dangers of being alive are parasitic creatures.  As I sit here today, I can't help but think about all the people who leech things from me:

1.  My ex-husband.  Stealing my retirement, because he couldn't manage to put one fucking dollar aside during his entire life as a human being.
2.  My divorce lawyer, who extorted roughly $8000 from me, just because the county court wouldn't accept my signed paperwork (obviously, in order to keep lawyers fed with them charging $60 fucking dollars every time they read an email).  #JamesAdams
3.  Telemarketers.  Isn't there some sort of a fucking law that prevents companies from systematically harassing people on a daily basis??
4.  Courts:  Fuck everyone who says the state of Nebraska sides with women.  No one sided with me, nor was I able to have my day in court.
5. 

Yes, I just typed the number five and then stopped, because I don't want to be angry any more.  I have a "boyfriend" who is too wrapped up in his own shit to be a proper partner; I have children with mental health needs, which I can't pay for, because the government makes health care totally unaffordable; I have a child who broke up with her abusive boyfriend only to lose most of what she had and another child who literally got robbed the other day and another child who is going to be robbed by the predatory university system and the federal government; I now have a mortgage payment which I cannot afford, because my children's father thinks I'm going to sell my house and profit (on a house which is literally falling apart), so he bartered away my retirement - via lawyers - so I can keep my house and have a place for my three children to live.  (What in the actual fuck?)

I'm just tired of the bullshit, you know?  Tired of having other people tell me what I can and cannot do, based on random, non-universal standards. 

I have done my best to be a good person and to live a good life, but there will be a time in the immediate future where I can't afford to live in a house which I bought 23 years ago, but still owe $95000 on, because of a certain other person's stupidity, addiction, and selfishness. 

Good times.
Life is exhausting.

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